I got my nails done (I got one false nail glued to my bitten down ring finger);
I got my hair done (I brushed it);
I had a party (I chose to stay by myself in my ma’s new house);
I prepared my outfit (I put my blue silk suit onto a bed so it wouldn’t get creased and wished I could just wear jeans);
I slept fitfully because I had a recurring nightmare (that Anthony would evaporate);
I said thank you to the air.