For the last six years, I have dreaded this month’s anniversary of Anthony’s death – August 23rd.
How absolutely ridiculous! I am ashamed and embarrassed at my self-pity, and Ants would have swiftly told me to get a grip, be stronger, stop. His clone, Ming, has now taken on this role, haha!
I loved (love) Anthony so much and the ongoing grief hurts a lot of course BUT….
…. there is a new kid on the block, born in August a year ago, a grandchild with the bluest eyes, the most incredible giggle, and the best re-definition of August for me, for ever.