Yesterday, the 27th of March, 2023, marked what would have been our 30th wedding anniversary – Anthony’s and mine (well, obviously!)
I tried to be sad but I just couldn’t squeeze any more tears out because, despite how much I miss this beautiful man, I am finally beginning to feel fine again….
Anthony: Have you met someone else?
Me: NO!
Anthony: Good,
Me: It would be hard to meet someone like you, Ants.
Anthony: Good.
Me: I was actually being a bit sarcastic, Ants, but in a kind way.
Anthony: I miss that, Jules,
Me: Oh me too, Ants – the jokes, the humour, the self-deprecating irony of our conversations….
Anthony: And then there was Ming.
Me: And then there was Ming.
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Sending love and cyber hugs to you today. I still remember so many of your posts and the beautiful love you two shared. ❤️
Best wishes for you.
a special love and memory for you, never forgotten, but easier to remember in love instead of sadness
Thinking of you. To put life into perspective for me, my middle son’s 37th birthday was on the 27th day of March. Lotta years. Happy Anniversary to you. Sort of. xo
That conversation reads like poetry. There’s something bitter-sweet about remembering the past. I’ve enjoyed following your path to a contented life without Ants.
A sad day but it is good you are starting to feel alive again
A good post to read.
Dear Jules, been a while. I love your intimate ‘private’ dialogue with your luv, Ants. After 30 yrs. you should be able to finish each other’s sentences….as you have. I still think of special days as just that..special days. It is still 30 years together even though Ants has moved on so to speak. It is a matter of the heart. Congratulations. My love and blessings to you and Ming.